Back to School

School started on January 22nd 2013. The school that I attend at this moment is NCC or Nassau Community College. It is called NCC for short which is a much better way of saying it then the whole entire name anyway. This is now my second semester here and the professors that I have for this semester are really cool and fun. When I first came here last semester I thought this is not as bad as I thought it would be. I love it here actually.  The people that I've met are awesome. I've joined NCC IVCF which is the Intervarsity Christian Fellowship chapter here at Nassau. I can't wait to see what God is going to do this semester with intervarsity. It is going to be really cool. The picture that is attached with this blog is me in Treat Street Too which is the second convenience store we have here at Nassau. It is the place where you can stand and eat your food that you bought or charge your phone as well. They have great food and snacks here. But I'm so blessed to be back in school and this semester I'm going to do even greater so that I can get on the dean's list.  I'm not too far behind. I'm better now than where I was in York College as far as GPA. It is going to be a great semester and I am going to go for the gold.

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This is me in the one of the convenience stores at school. 

Fed up and Frustrated

Hello all! Well, do I have something to write on this one today. I mean right now I feel like I am back tracking in 2013 and I will tell you why that is. This is because in reference to my If Your Heart's Not in It, Why Do It? Blog. I have to do that thing in which I don't want to do based on authority. Even though, this is the case I give my 100% anyway.  I mean I'm fed up because I'm on a different level and different wave than everybody else. My mind is not where their mind is at for that matter. I mean when something is your passion and you don't want to be apart of that thing in which you have a love and a passion for, there's  a problem. I mean like I can't believe that I have to do this. I mean the reason why I must is because there's no sense in even bothering to not do so when the other individuals who have been away from the very same thing now have to come too. I can understand their frustration because it's like to be honest without myself and those individuals, the group won't be effective and they can't function. I'm calling it how I see it. This is just something that I was battling with in 2012 that I really want to put behind me. It's a new year for goodness sake. I don't want to be harboring feelings from 2012 in 2013. I feel like that I will be held back because of this very thing and don't get me started on the fact that if you want someone to be apart of something you will make an obligation to make sure that they have a way to get there and be home.This blog is discussing issues that are in my heart for real and I'm not joking either. This is ridiculous and God please help  me. I need you because there is no one else that can do that for me. I don't really know what to do, but all I know is Lord only you can get me through.I mean I know that my gift will make room for me and there are things that are inside of me that will come out. I had a discussion about with my significant other and he said it is up to you. You hold the power to change things if you don't like them. Honey, you are completely right! His insight on my emotions are on the money. I know that I don't want to be fed up in 2013 over this nonsense. I mean it is making aggy(aggravated) in other aspects that I actually like doing and who knows because the sky is the limit to what I can try. How do I know what is in me without even having time to try it first? I want fed up, frustration to be no more. There was a discussion yesterday that has to do with it and I need to have my own discussion with authority because I'm only doing this for them. I still feel if your heart's not in it, why do it? So, go for your dreams and don't allow those things which frustrate you to hinder you for what's in front of you. 





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Trust

Well as far the word trust I laugh at it when I see it. It is very funny to me because of my experiences in this life with human beings. The average person doesn't always lose my trust, but a few people have in my life. I have lost trust in men, such as my own father, people that I looked at as another parent, and so-called friends. But, I've never lost trust in God. Why is that? It is because He is not a man and He is my Father. He is everything that human beings lack. Trust what does it mean? Let us look at the dictionary definition to the word:

trust: confident expectation of something;hope -dictionary.com
This definition is most definitely what I believe trust to be.

Every time when I put my trust in people, they seem to show me that they're not trustworthy. This is something that I know I will have to work on. Most of us, had to deal with this issue because of the various experience that we faced. It is up to us to find a source that we can trust. In my opinion, the best source is Jesus Christ. He won't ever let you down and He's there all the time to pick you up and lift you up. He enables us to stand. So, just know that trust is something that must be earned and that it's not there to begin with. 












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If Your Heart's Not in It, Why Do It?

What's the point of being apart of anything if you're not willing to give your all. People tend to do things but really what is their motive? What is their reason for becoming apart anyway? Was it just for show or to gain accolades? If your heart is not in it then why be apart of it? That's all I'm saying. Don't do something unless you're really passionate about it and your heart is willing to put the work in. Everything takes time before it can get to the supposed thing that is called perfection.  No one in this world is perfect though for we are imperfect vessels. This is what I think especially on a personal note . I'm dealing with something like this right now as we speak and I have decided to give it up. I don't want to do it anymore even though it is my passion but with certain people I just don't want to achieve the task. We live and we learn is what I say. So, as I said before if your hear is not  in something, why do it? Don't do something because your family said to do it , but do it because it is something that you want to do and you have a love for it. 




















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2013!!!!!!!

They keep saying new year, new you. It pertains to being physically fit. But I don't know what about it that makes you what to work out. By the way, these blogs will never been plainly written as far as appearance. It will always be something flamboyant. So, yeah I'm curious to know what the public thinks on that: New Year, New You thing. My opinion is that it is cool, but how long will it last? Every time when a new year rolls in, everyone is like yeah I'm going to do this and that. This is going to be way different than the year before. But, then after a while they tend to just forget about it or not even bother with it anymore. I'm guilty of doing this as well. But, I know that without a shadow of a doubt that this year is going to be different than any other year that I have been through. This year, I will be 23 years old but that's not the difference. The difference that I will be encountering will be life changing to the point where things won't be the same anymore. If I have to say anything about that, it would be that topic will be in another blog. Trust me it will. But, my suggestion to you for this year will be to just get on the ball if you didn't do so before and to just always know that you can change something if you don't like it. This is the best thing that I've ever heard. IT'S 2013, LET'S DO THIS!!!!!!! Enjoy and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!












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Welcome to the Land of the Goddess!

Hi this blog is just an intro to all that will be covered. I actually have a tumblr as well. I also have wordpress as a blog. Those are other sites that I have but they are none like this one. I will be posting pictures on here of the many journeys that I have.It will cover a multitude of things, kind of like an online diary/journal; whichever one you want to classify it. I will talk about my adventures with friends, family members and other loved ones of mine who are dear to my heart. I will even discuss some things such as beauty, fashion and art. I have a lot of interests and I plan to share my thoughts and ideas with the world. I'm so glad that you are here reading this, I hope you are ready and willing to go into the mind of the NaturalGoddess. 


















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