Depending on God and No One Else

I was shown how just essential and necessary it is to depend on God. I thought I was good when going over the song that I had to learn and everything until it came until the night to perform it. So, I ended up blanking out. I couldn't remember the words or anything it was  so embarrassing and crazy to me. I was so critical and mad with myself. I am a perfectionist when it comes to my music and how I sing. I like things to be just right. I believe that God had to show me Himself. He wanted to let me know to depend on me and you will be successful and without me you will fail. I saw this for myself. When I redid it this past Sunday because our Pastor wanted to see it, it was much better I didn't forget the words and I was more into it than I was on Friday. What I did wrong was the kind of attitude that I had on the day of program which was last Friday. Something had occurred and I did not like it at all and then I had to do something else in place of it. Then I did not pray to God individually before actually performing. That was the mistake that I made. But, on Sunday I was in a much better mood, I prepared on Saturday and prayed and prayed and prayed. I prayed on that Sunday too on my own. I went up for prayer and drank throat coat tea and I succeeded this time. I depended on God and no one else to help me. I was into the song and even though people loved it the first time it was sang. They were more quiet this time; I guess they were listening to the way I was singing and what I was singing. This shows that if you depend on God, and put Him first that everything else will be in line as it should be. You can't expect to go to court and the win the case without Jesus being there. You can't expect to go to the hospital or doctor without Jesus being there. You can't a promotion on your job without Jesus being there. You may think that you are the source to your success  but Jesus is actually the source of success. One thing to remember is to never forget who blessed you because it is only by God's grace and mercy that we are still here. We can't wake up ourselves and each day we wake up that shows that we have purpose.  So remember to always depend and trust in God because He is the one that will see you through to the end. Trust Him with anything in your life and He will make sure that you have everything that you need in life. I know I trust and I always do my best to acknowledge Him.