Step Out into the Deep

I know that it is hard but we can't be complacent with our lives.It's time to move to the next level and I know that personally at this moment that I have a problem with this. I complain and make excuses and blame others for my mistake. It makes me upset that I keep getting mad and it is because I want to hear God myself. Apparently, I am told that I will never hear him and that he will speak to me through other people that he uses. I mean I don't feel that it is fair. I felt good and still now I feel good because no one can take the joy that I have from me. No man can take it away because they didn't give it to me. I mean I may be unhappy presently but I am still praising God because I know that it is for my own good. Everything in my life seems so stagnant and why it is because I haven't step out into the deep when I know that I was told to do this a couple of weeks ago and now I am being tested on it. I know that it is hard to step out of our comfort zones, but if we do it's only for the experience. If we fail, get up and try something else, if we succeed then it's like why didn't I do this in the first place? Everything will become better. Sometimes we don't want to step out because we don't know where we're going and it's like we have no control, but God is in control. He knows all and he sees all. It will be painful to do because people will be upset with you, but who cares what people think or say? They don't have a heaven or hell to put you in. You need to rely on the one who holds everything and who holds the promises. He has a plan for you, even if you don't know Him. Do you know that he sent Jesus Christ for you just so that we may live and that abundantly? He loves us so much and think of us. Everything that you are carrying, you don't have to carry any longer because God's got it. So, step into the deep and you will be glad that you did.  You will see that the stagnant is no longer stagnant and that everything will turn around in your favor. It is going to work but you must comply with what the Lord is saying.